ich/ Me!/這就是我

I have a good heart. Know myself well. Always be myself not others.

Like to dress beautifully. Appreciated little things but do enjoy big things as well.

I am popular. Always have friends around.

But still will feel lonely sometimes. I will run, run, run fast at that time. No matter how long and difficult the path will be. Keep running till find you and tell you "It is so wonderful to be with you"

Story originated from Philip Waechter.

A direct and touching story. Simply wordings with lovely drawings. Are you running to your bear? :)

Holding tight

Saying I love you million times

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Passionate French kisses

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Slow caress all over with hands and tongue

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Wild, hot and steamy sex

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LOVE?!

Well, might be it's true.

But seems something is missing. It triggers desire. How about love?

Love should be more than desire right?

Holding hands of the one you loved. Souls are communicating through finger tips. The feeling of wanted to be closer. The feeling of wanted to be together and never apart. The feeling of don't want to lose each others.

You are holding a heart, not hands merely.

Hold my hands and have more.......................

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A magical day

Need courage? Need more reasons to make it special and sweet?

I am happy but a bit surprised to see. So many friends changed their relationship status and profile pictures after Valentine's Day.

Well, sure cupids worked hard on that way. Wonders if they still use arrows and bow. Guess their lives would be easier if they could make their work done on internet.

Congratulations for those who are not single anymore. More happy for those who have taken a further step became engaged now. Wish them a lovely and sweet live ahead with those they loved. Holding hands tightly and never lose it.

Of course, Valentine's Day is not for lovers only. It is a day to remind you showing loves to those you loved. And those love you.

Watched the movie "Valentine's Day".

Can't help to compare it with "Love Actually". Frankly, it is not as touching as "Love Actually". But you can find most of loves there. And you will leave theatre with smiles on face.

I am an impetuous person. So might not need courage or reasons. Believe feelings from heart. So every day could be a Valentine's Day to me. Hoping there is someone worth for me to tell him I love him every day.

Have a sweet year ahead my friends, no matter you enjoy single life or sharing with your partners and or family. Hope every day is a magical day to you x

我真的受傷了

Was a lovely celebration.


Drinks after visiting Lunar New Year Fair.



Keep cheering.


The New Year of Tiger seems started nicely which full of laughs though it was a rainy and cold day.



Not a trouble to get home. Overnight buses and subway services on that special day.

So tired. Couldn't open my eyes. Well. Was 4am already. Should go to bed and be a good girl. So windy outside. Not good timing to enjoy roaring wind and leaves singing. Better close windows.

A short cut to reach windows through my bed. Glad that it done quickly.

Another short cut to turn lights off.........................

oops. I missed a step. Like on a slide. Feet were on floor while my hand hitting something. Ouch! Heard terrible tearing sound.

Sitting on floor and moaning. Suddenly, hope someone was around.

Hand was shaking terribly. So did my body. Couldn't remember how to turn lights off. Too dizzy to remember anything.

Curling up on bed with painful hand. Couldn't stop trembling. Just wish could fall asleep and begged the pain to go. Felt a bit stronger with my head lying on big teddy bears.

Was public holiday. Clinics around were closed. But my palm was so painful and swollen. No choice and went to E.R. Been tortured there for almost four hours. The good new was bones not broken.

Had to go back and get medicine the next day morning. As pharmacy were closed at that time.

That's my "special" and "wonderful" Valentine's night. I really get hurt........

Happy Chinese New Year of the Tiger

The Year of Cow will go soon. Tiger is coming.

We have luck to celebrate New Year twice!! Of course, have new year holiday twice too.

No matter how 2010 treats you. Hope you are going to have a wonderful Chinese New Year which is full of joys and loves, wealthy and healthy.

This year is a bit special. It is coincident that the first day of Year of the Tiger is Valentines Day too. Peach blossom is symbol of loves to Chinese. Hope sweeter live for those who have partners. Hands are holding tightly.

For those who are single and want to find their sweetheart, hope Cupid's arrow will hit them very soon.

Kung Hei Fat Choi. Dreams come true.

My cup of coffee

Can't remember started from when.

But do need morning coffee to bright my day.

It's smell and dark color made me feel realistic.

Help me to concentrate.

Have to be a hot one. A real hot one please. No matter in summer or winter.

Seems coffee should go with coffee mate. It could go with fresh milk. But couldn't with cold milk. Old woman is troublesome right :)

I insist hot coffee. So cold milk makes it not hot enough. I don't like warm drinks at all.

Might be I don't like anything in between. Anything unclear.

I need an answer. No matter how heart breaking it would be.

Sorry carried away far. I was talking about coffee.......

Coffee with milk every morning......

Tried to add some condensed milk. No no no it is not the coffee I like.

Coffee is not coffee at all when it is sweet!!!!!! I need the taste of coffee back. Milk makes it smooth without spoil the taste. That's my cup of coffee. Don't need any sweetener.

Though anything sweeten my life is always welcome :)

Let me

Asking the same silly questions?

Repeating the same meaningless action?

Trapping back to memories illusion?

Getting hurt again?

It seems stupid, time wasting, self destruction.

No way avoiding the buried memories. Escape is not a solution.

Dig it out.

Don't catch me when I fall.

Need to feel the pain.

Need to feel the hurt.

Let tears refresh the heart.

Surprised.

Pain and hurt is lessen each time.

Heart is still sinking but slower.

Still cold but not trembling anymore.

Will be finished soon.

Light is at the end of dark tunnel.

A letter to heaven

Dear Bruce,

How are you lately? I am sorry I just knew that why you didn't reply my messages. Why you ignored the birthday greeting. I am sorry for that Bruce. I hope I could know earlier.

Might be that's fate. Things are being arranged. Remember those days we chatted in busy Travel room. Lots of people came and gone. But we have some true friendship there. And some of them keeping till now. I treasure them a lots.

We loved chatting with you. You just like sunshine. Always brought smiles to us. You like a magician. Easily went through one's heart by tiny things. I was surprised how you could read my mind.

You were so sweet, so supportive. Your attitude and passion of life were appealing. I was sad that out of reach with you.

Thanks Facebook. Found you there again. Felt like seeing an old friend on street. Lots to catch up. Lots to share. You were still the same Bruce.

Remember I said like your unfinished painting? I am a bit regret had said so though the painting do look great with raw feeling. But I have no chance to see the finished one anymore........

I was really shocked when getting an email from your friend. I thought she was kidding. And I do hope that she was. You should be travelling somewhere and hiding.

Bruce, I do feel so sad and bad. I have no choice but hope you are resting peacefully.

Miss you forever.

With loves,

bebe