It's time again

Seems it's still a bit early. But nice thing will never be too early.
Christmas decorations are around and remind you to get ready. Frankly, I prefer Christmas than Chinese New Year.
Love to shop gifts to friends. It takes time. No idea what to buy. Hope could be something meaningful and special.
This year budget is tight due to bad economic situation. But I am sure money value doesn't mean much. As my gifts will be sent with my heart and best wishes.
Tried to send my love whenever I wanted. Have to stop sending my love to those who didn't treasure it. Save it for those who needed it.
Hope your heart is warmed by loves around.

tiny stuff but big impact

Small things that I appreciated

Morning hugs and kisses
My day starts lovely with them

Goodbye hugs and kisses
Seems loves will be with me

Long hugs when I need support
It gives me strength and comfort my soul

Take care me when I sick
Even a phone call would be heart warming

Care what I said
Made me feel I am important to you

Keep checking even for small problems
It shows you really care about me

Little things made me feel bad
not even a "get well soon" when I was sick
Knew that you want fun only.

disappeared without a word
do you know I would worry?

not punctuate
hate wasting time in waiting. Time flies and will not be back

remember my birthday wrongly.
I wish you never remember my birthday. How should I response? Thanks for the early or belated birthday?

Heart is fragile. Tiny little stuff could make it whole. Just like a heart form by million sand. But it could be distory without any effort. Lose your hands and it would go with wind.........

A 'wonderful" weekend

Things were spinning like riding Merry-Go-Around
Couldn't stop shivering though the sun was shining.
Stop hammering my head please. Couldn't stand anymore.
Way to home seems long and endless. Wonders if could reach there.
Well, home finally after a visit to doctor.
Dropping myself down once home. Wish teddies could give me some water now.
Struggled up after a rest. Got some water in kitchen. Flushed all medicine in........
Couldn't remember how to get to bed.
Just remembered I was hugging my teddy tightly on bed. Feeling safe and warm.

Way back into LOVE

Lost or Blind?
Stone or freezing one?
Trapped or dare not to move on?
Living in the past, or have more memories?

Don't want the way back. Don't care the past. Not gluing the broken heart.
But finding a new path to love.......

A Story

They knew each others when small. Holding hands in school. Heart to heart after graduation. Shared numbers of winter and summer. Made lot of dreams together.

One day the boy had to go and found his dreams elsewhere. Both of them suffered from long distance torture.

Years gone. The girl knew the boy would not come back. She wanted to go there and lived with the boy.

Guess you know what happened next. The boy refused. As he still struggling hard to established his career. He had a "nice" excuse saying couldn't provide a stable family to the girl.

The girl flied elsewhere for a working holiday with a broken heart. Met someone nicer and who treasured her love in return.

The boy regretted . Asked the girl to marry him. But it's too late.

Friends of the boy strongly advised him not to make any rush decision. As he only didn't want to lose the girl. He doesn't want to get married at all. And they said shouldn't think about he owed the girl anything. She enjoyed those years with him. Not waiting at all.. blah blah blah

As a third person, not in a position to give any advice or judgement about love. But old saying still apply. You will never get a second chance. Nothing will be the same. Sigh......

Love Season

Holding tight and stop the world

Caressing by cool wind

Kissing by gentle sun

Dancing with fast beating heart

Dreaming with yellow and red leaves around

What a lovely season for love